i came to a realisation this morning
after waking up to a empty house.
the house was dead quiet.
so quiet that the sound of a needle
dropping to the ground could be
deafening to the ears.
i came to realise that waking up to
no one is depressing.

tiffie is coming back tmrr!
raf simmons is arriving.
C is so eggcited. HAHA.
i will not pass it to him unless
he goes on a date with me. (:

i think i'm pretty sensible and mature.
but there's always this wild and pesky
side of me that cant wait to come out.
and by letting this side of me out
it would only spell TROUBLE.

i love to give out of the blue
kisses and hugs to C.
because his reaction would be that
sheepish smile and i'll know he's happy.
its a look of happiness. i know.
i love to disturb C while he applies
stuff to his face.
he'll get so freaking irritated
and that amuses me. cheap thrill. HAHA.
(the controlled naughty side)


i've got so many stuff i wanna do with C.
my next pay shall go to ....... for us.
((:


/i love the way you love me.
twenty nine days